Yes, I haven't blogged in a long time…

On one hand, I'm sorry and on the other I think keeping things to myself isn't necessarily a terrible thing.

A good friend always says "self preservation is a noble instinct."

I don't know if this shut down- feel sorry for myself- want to bang my head against a wall – hopelessness – anxiety – lonely feeling – alone -confused – angry- completely lost state of being- not wanting to talk to anyone thing is healthy. What am I talking about? Of course it's not.

Back to the point- I haven't blogged! Damnit!

I haven't had anything to say, I still don't.

Just want to scream. So I will.

Wouldn't even know where to begin expressing the frustration. So I won't.

Just want to scream. So I will.

Forgive me Friends, it has been a while since my last blog confession…

It's been a rollercoaster and a half and I haven't yet even absorbed it all myself.

Wherever you are, raise a glass and wish me luck, light, love and laughter. Sure as hell need it.

I'll be back when the pity party is over. Maybe you can share some hangover remedies…